Lagu Best - Thanks Razeif

This is like the best song of the year for indie group..in fact almost all the songs of this group are good and very semangat muda mudi hehehe...thanks razeif for the mp3...sangat suka!

Bunkface - Through My Window

Don’t want much, I just want everything

Thought that I could, do almost anything

One step in front of the other

Thought that I could do it alone

In the blink of an eye, it’s just another day

Telling me why, I’ll find another way

Got this feeling, got me reeling

I can almost start believing

Now there’s me and you

And we are not alone

You and me, me are together now

Through my window, I can see there’s

More than you and more than me

Me and you, And we are not alone

Different view, We are together now

Through my window, I can see

Our wildest dreams could be so real

I see a spark, it starts a fire

Is this the one worth waiting for?

Thought that I could do it without you

Can’t exist like this anymore

Now there’s me and you

And we are not alone

You and me

We are together now

Through my window, I can see there’s

More than you and more than me

Now there’s me and you, you and me

We are not alone and we are together

Through my window I can see

Our wildest dreams could be so real

p/s - Mr husband's back! Loads and loads of work stuff to be done, assessment and all la...no precious time to be wasted...so not really blogging kot hehehe...will resume soon....

:(

After the office hours i dropped Aida at the LRT station, we had a great talk as usual in the car. Then i went to meet Eiza and had my dinner, with her too i had a great talk. Then i got home to my in laws, it's already dark..everybody's asleep. Once in the room, i cleaned myself and performed my Isya' prayers. I prayed for the best to all whom i love for this new year insyaAllah..


Then, i quietly weep, missing my husband terribly...i wiped my tears and got to bed, hugging the pillow which i covered with his used tshirt, his smell is fading away..but i can still smell him...it feels like he's very near, but yet he's far far away...


It's almost 2 months already....at 2 am i am still wide awake...his shirt in my arms...


Happy New Year!

One year!

Last weekend, 6th of December 2009 was the first anniversary of our engagement ;) Cepat masa berlalu...in 2 months time would be our first anniversary as husband and wife..alhamdulillah

However, i celebrated our engagement anniversary with friends Aida and Kak Mas in Bukit Tinggi. Mr Husband is not back yet (6/7 weeks already!)...and we had an assignment to check out the facilities in Selesa Hillhomes Resort and Dusun Eco resort for our upcoming PEM Team building. The pictures for our recce are with them so i'll post the pictures later. I always love cool places so that's among the reason why i suggested Bukit Tinggi rather than Port Dickson or Melaka. PEM team building will be held from 19th-21st January 2010 and Aida, Kak Mas and i are the committee for the gifts and souvenirs. So being us the young and adventurous (not dangerous ok!) ladies, we planned for fun and exciting gifts! Not the standard low quality bags, langyards, table lamps, boring shirts etc. We know that some times the stuffs are over priced, so we took extra effort searching for good quality stuff and at cheaper price. In the end we managed to get our hands on a samsonite bag, an Adidas jersey and a 16-32 gb thumbdrive. It was a really good deal as everything cost us below rm200. Good job girls!

Even though i am bored with Mr husband's absence, i managed to have fun with my girlfriends. We went shopping and surveying which was fun! I like! Oh ya...i forgot to mention, instead of a boring jacket for the committee, we opted for a long flowy cardigan from Cotton-on (an australian brand outlet)...i bought it for my own at first and then everybody agreed to buy the same one ehehehe...trend setter ke i? hahaha perasan mode sekejap!

Will post the pictures soon...

dearest husband, balikla cepat....xsyokla sorang2! lantakla the well...i think it's not a good deal, pity you that you have to undergo everything because of some ego people who could not accept the facts and reality.

Why Mr husband is the sweetest of all...??

TadaA~~

This is the note i found scribbled on the white board in our room at my in laws... this white board is used to jot down important matters such as due dates of bills etc. Once in the room i saw the board was faced down, i ignore it at first but then tak tahan tgk..so i pusingkan..skalik ade nota cinta pulak!! So...what else...speechless...the tears were streaming like nobody's business, sob sob...

Thanks yang..i love you more ok..you are my everything :)

Laporan perubatan utk suami

Dearest husband,

As you are not able to take care of your wife during the operation and the recovery period, here are some pictures of my hand...

Few hours after surgey

1 week after surgery



After removing the stitches

Hebatla the doctor yang...like no scar at all...it looks like being glued or something, coolness! I t was tough not having you around. I need to eat with my left hand, i cannot drive anywhere, i have to depend on ummi to tie my hair, shower is dreadful...sedihla. if you are around i know you will manja2 me..even i sihat pon you manja2 i...i didn't continue my mc as i have tonnes of work in the office, so next week i have to drive..hopefully okla. it must be boring without you in the car..xde org nak hug i, nak kiss i, nak usap2 pipi i...sob sob...

It has been almost 3 weeks already...yet your job has not even started yet!!! can i come over and see you there? i miss you....xbestla tido sorang2 without your 'music' hehehehe...i miss you so much!!! love you more and more and more everyday....

Love,

Madly-in-love-with-husband-wifey

~LOVE~

60% ok!!

Before i start, try tengok the post below..ooo my husband ni kan, dah rindu sangat2 barula nak blog yee...wahwah...hehehe, suke...miss you too darling!! (Tapi kene tough!)

So, i'm back!! The surgery went well, i was in the OT for 2 hours and i slept really well through the surgery, hehe...seriously it was really good..the anaesthetic works wonders, really..i stayed in the ward for 2 nights and received quite a number of visitors. Thanks to all who visited (Azirul,Rod,Sha,Aida,Zu,Kak Ani, Kak Zu, Ima,Kak mas, Limau, Iba, Eiza and mak,MIL,FIL,Sherry and friends,Kak Aula & parents & little razim) I guess you guys really know i need your support with Husband not around..thanks a lot..love you all! Thanks for ummi and abah for being there for me too, sayang kamu!! The wound are still raw, i had an appointment yesterday and after poking around the Dr said the stitches are not ready to be removed, and he gave me another week MC. Next week he plan to remove the stitches, ouchh! I was really tough doing this all by myself, naik teksi sorang2 pegi cuci luke..what to do...

I couldn't really menaip or menulis however i curik2 buat jugak because i have tonnes of emails to reply and a really interesting course yesterday...yes people, i was so lucky to have been invited for a one-day workshop with DBP (Dewan Bhs & Pustaka). Khairy and i are among the lucky ones and as Khairy FORGOT to visit his bestest girlfriend at the hospital, he offered to be my right hand hehe.

The course was about the art of writing and what we can contribute as an engineer with a passion in writing. There are a lot of interesting magazines by DBP which i have long taken for granted! There are columns on science and technology and also even about any travelling one made in or out of Malaysia! Fun, fun, fun!! The editors taught us all the do's and dont's and we have a writing test in group at the end of the session. The most interesting part is when they mentioned about the payment for each articles made, hehehe. Okla...it ranges from RM200-RM500 depends on the criticality of the article. I'll make sure i send one article soon hehehe.

My hand hurts already, i need to stop now...husband pon buzz through ym ni...so later...

I miss my wife so badly

It started on 31st of October when i got on the plane to Ethiopia. My mind could not stop thinking about her. She is the love of my life and i already miss her. Now, after 12 days onshore in this hot, desert like country, i miss her even more. Today is the first day that i failed to call her. ScopeTel phone line giving problems. I couldnt call her handphone. Hell, all of the equipments we have here are problematic. Anyway, I miss you sayang. Luckily I dpt la load satu gambar. I cant wait to get back to you and go for our ski trip. Miss you a lot baby girl.muahhhh. i know by now you will be sleeping. :(