60% ok!!

Before i start, try tengok the post below..ooo my husband ni kan, dah rindu sangat2 barula nak blog yee...wahwah...hehehe, suke...miss you too darling!! (Tapi kene tough!)

So, i'm back!! The surgery went well, i was in the OT for 2 hours and i slept really well through the surgery, hehe...seriously it was really good..the anaesthetic works wonders, really..i stayed in the ward for 2 nights and received quite a number of visitors. Thanks to all who visited (Azirul,Rod,Sha,Aida,Zu,Kak Ani, Kak Zu, Ima,Kak mas, Limau, Iba, Eiza and mak,MIL,FIL,Sherry and friends,Kak Aula & parents & little razim) I guess you guys really know i need your support with Husband not around..thanks a lot..love you all! Thanks for ummi and abah for being there for me too, sayang kamu!! The wound are still raw, i had an appointment yesterday and after poking around the Dr said the stitches are not ready to be removed, and he gave me another week MC. Next week he plan to remove the stitches, ouchh! I was really tough doing this all by myself, naik teksi sorang2 pegi cuci luke..what to do...

I couldn't really menaip or menulis however i curik2 buat jugak because i have tonnes of emails to reply and a really interesting course yesterday...yes people, i was so lucky to have been invited for a one-day workshop with DBP (Dewan Bhs & Pustaka). Khairy and i are among the lucky ones and as Khairy FORGOT to visit his bestest girlfriend at the hospital, he offered to be my right hand hehe.

The course was about the art of writing and what we can contribute as an engineer with a passion in writing. There are a lot of interesting magazines by DBP which i have long taken for granted! There are columns on science and technology and also even about any travelling one made in or out of Malaysia! Fun, fun, fun!! The editors taught us all the do's and dont's and we have a writing test in group at the end of the session. The most interesting part is when they mentioned about the payment for each articles made, hehehe. Okla...it ranges from RM200-RM500 depends on the criticality of the article. I'll make sure i send one article soon hehehe.

My hand hurts already, i need to stop now...husband pon buzz through ym ni...so later...

I miss my wife so badly

It started on 31st of October when i got on the plane to Ethiopia. My mind could not stop thinking about her. She is the love of my life and i already miss her. Now, after 12 days onshore in this hot, desert like country, i miss her even more. Today is the first day that i failed to call her. ScopeTel phone line giving problems. I couldnt call her handphone. Hell, all of the equipments we have here are problematic. Anyway, I miss you sayang. Luckily I dpt la load satu gambar. I cant wait to get back to you and go for our ski trip. Miss you a lot baby girl.muahhhh. i know by now you will be sleeping. :(

I'm away to...Prince Court Medical Center

Hehe..due to the condition of my right palm, i am advised to undergo a minor operation at PCMC. I will be admitted Wednesday evening (just to keep me from being jumpy) and the operation will be on Thursday morning. Maybe by Friday i can go back, if everything's good and smooth.

Why?

Few months back i discovered a bony lump at the base of my middle finger. I thought it's nothing as it does not cause any pain. Mr Husband said 'u kurus sgt kot', thanks dear..appreciate the comment, though! Fast forward to after the Krabi, Thailand trip, i felt a discomfort feeling at the same spot, plus and additional lump (which moves everytime i move my fingers..yeah, scary i know) at the base of my ring finger. We decided to see a doctor at Twin Towers Med Center and she confirmed something weird is going on there. Xray was done however nothing could be seen, so this confirmed there's nothing wrong with my bones...so what's the lump then?

I was referred to PCMC for a session with the orthopedic and was immediately scheduled for an MRI (the tunnel thingy something like in the House series). It was a really uncomfortable experience, i had to stay still facing down with my right hand sticking out for 1 1/2 hours..lenguh tengkuk daku! Done with that, the result showed the lumps are formed at the outer layer of my tendon which explains the movements. The medical term is 'Giant Cell Tumour'... most likely it is benign, insyaAllah. However, the plan is to remove the tumour and send the samples to the lab for further confirmation.

Mr Husband was around through out the appointments, however he is not here for the operation. It's ok..my parents will be with me...and my in laws will be visiting too. Worry not dear, i know you would want to be here...tapi dah keje kan..just pray for my speedy recovery ok!

So what i will do is enjoy the facilities in PCMC and chillllll.....pray for me ok!!!

Be Grateful Zairul..

Alhamdulillah...almost all my prayers have been heard and fulfilled by the Almighty Allah..syukur ya Tuhan...ever since Mr husband was assigned to the Ethiopia project i've been praying hard to at least let me have my first Ramadhan and Syawal with my husband. I don't really put that high hopes due the nature of our jobs..however with the grace of Allah we were given a chance to celebrate together! And not only that...his offshore trip was postponed until after my Holland trip, he even managed to join a few days of my Krabi getaway with some friends!! Alhamdulillah...

On our way to my Kampung for raya


Me, Ummi, Abah (our picture together is still with my brother, hiyaa)

Mr Husband's biggest (and only) fan hehehe, kids nowadays are not into BIG guys..

Our Langkawi Getaway! Air Terjun Durian something

Meine Familie

Adik2 ku and suami yang memang sekepala, otw ke Tasik Dyg Bunting

Woot-woot, suami dah terer buat aksi lompat!! at pantai beras putih (or was it pasir beras?)

Abah enjoying the fish therapy (cat fish ok, looks scary but harmless actually!)

Enjoying the view at Langkawi's highest point ( the cable car) Mr husband's a wee bit gayat hehe..sket je kan... :p

The Krabi getaway!! Ao Nang beach during sunset

It was actually a getaway planned with friends to reduce my loneliness when Mr husband's away..skali he's still here, hehe..so he booked the flight right away! He joined us on the second day and left a day earlier due to his work commitment, nevertheless i am thankful!

The Friends & Hubby (thanks kawan2 sudi jemput kami, u guys are awesome!!)

Manja2 with suami in the bot during the trip to Phi Phi island

Another pose from us hehe...at Maya Beach...very2 beautiful...

Airnye tersangat2 biru, sungguh indah ciptaan Tuhan!!

The Tsunami memorial sculpture...sad... :(

I am so grateful..thank you Allah..now Mr husband's away to Ethiopia, maybe for a month or so..i am missing him a lot, but looking back at all the chances i've given...i think it's not right if i keep on complaining, it's like i am not being thankful for all the blessings...life is not always easy and beautiful, i've learn it the hard way, and still learning now. But i always believe that in order to get great things, we need to sacrifice a great deal...ada hikmah di sebalik segala yg terjadi, God has His own special way to show miracles..that, I believe...

Thanks to the Krabi-trip-clan, thanks to my family, thanks to Mr husband for always being there for me..you guys are really irreplaceable...love you all!!

Miss you...

Rindu......

Goodbye KL...Hallo Netherlands...

I am off to Netherlands/Holland for a week of visit/training/working at Panterra Geoconsultant, Leiden, Netherlands. Will be back to KL the next Monday. When i'm back Mr husband is not going to be around to pick me i guess..he will also be away to Ethiopia for a month or so. Knowing the nature of his work i could not be so sure, i could never put my hopes high up, i will end up being frustrated and sad. As the trip is taking the whole week of my working calendar, i need to settle lots of things before i fly..i am always exhausted by the time office hours finishes, but still i make it a point to lepak2 with darling husband..

The blog lacks photos and entry of many things happening in my life...i am just too busy with work, datelines and nagging are everywhere! Hopefully i will have sometime to upload the raya photos at least.

Mode sedih is kicking in...i am going to miss my Husband...for the whole week i tried to avoid from being sad and mushy2..i want to be strong and supportive for my Husband! I myself needs to be sane so that i could finish up my work. Mesti semua ingat dahsyat gile kan keje aku, hmm...entahla xtaula mende yg busy, tp mmg xmenyempatla kan...okla..till the next post..daa~

p/s - Husband, thanks for being the most understanding creature in my life...i know i am not that easy to handle (too hot to handle!) but we complete each other kan? i know deep inside you are wishing for the 'little miracle'...me too...let us pray and leave everything to Allah to decide..insyaAllah. yg penting do remember, i love you so much and will be missing you like crazy :(

Raya Plans

This year's raya we would be celebrating at my hometown in Kedah, well technically my parents' hometown. As most of the elders had passed, we would just be visiting my parents' siblings and our relatives, hmm...so to spice things up we planned to go for a vacation yeaa!! where to? Langkawi!! It has been years since the last time my family and i visited Langkawi, my Husband too..so it would be interesting to see the latest Langkawi...

However...first things first...my workload needs to be settled...soon...i don't think i could, but i will try my very best....mati la gue...keje bertimbun, xreti2 nak habis...adehlaa. due to this heavy workload, i don't even have any time to look for my tudung raya to match with my baju raya!!! habislaa...red alert!! i don't care...tomorrow i will get my tudung raya! tak kirela keje ke ape ke..nak jugak!!

p/s - Mr Husband..jom teman i pegi masjid jamek plzzz.....Arzu tadi pon mcm ok... (semua org are soo into tudung awning sampai my conventional tudung pon susah nak carik! )